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Definations of friends?
What is your definations of friends? Best buds? Sisters? Brothers? Or whatever you call them.
Well, I have many friends. Good one bad one. But i realise that, i only have like few best buds..
I don't find myself pathetic. Rather, i find myself lucky to have found them.
& i found out that i have quite a few of my friends who likes to call or text me when they have nothing to do in the evening or the whole day. Wow? I am getting pissed off by that.
Like seriously, whenever you are with your boyfriend. & yes. For now i am talking about this particular girl whom i known for like many years. Instead i treat her like sisters. So this is for you.
You never call me to really meet up some time. You only text me when your boyfriend is busy doing or playing his things. Or, worst still. You only find me when you have problem. Asking me if i want to side you anot. LOL, this is what you called me your best buds? You are smart, but doesn't mean i am stupid. (: You think everytime i don't know why you called me? I am just acting ignorance. Because i really take you as my sister. I remember our last outing, you told me hope we will have more of this kinda outing. I said, sure.
In the end? MIA uhs? Text you, don't want reply. Tell me your phone not with you? Book you 1 week in advance? What did you tell me? Cannot got theory. Don't want to go just say, don't have to lie. I remember there is one day, you send me a text saying. I love you, you love me we are happy family. Something like that. I knew, you need someone to accompany. So i ignore your message. LOL, didn't know that your pattern still haven change. (: Although, when my boyfriend is outside i seldom meet you. But at least i made an effort to fcuking message you and ask you how are you. What about you? Text me when you need me? LOL, ask you to accompany me to this place. No need think straight away can just lie to me. Nice! Forget it. I seen you through already. I think, it's clear enough to know who you are. I know you be checking on my blog. So yes, this is for you. & although, you make an effort to celebrate my bithday with me every year. Wishing me happy birthday bought me a cake. But so what? That's not what i want. LOL, forget it. This is for you. I don't want to say out your name cause i think that it's embarrass to you. So you better do some self-reflect. Good luck.
& I have another friend which is a sister of mine too, whom i known her since sec2. The way we met each other was interesting also. But i skip that part lah. She never fails to arrange meet up for both of us! She is always doing the shits job but no complain. I really really love her alot. But i always disappoint her. ): I don't know why. I remember, there is one time she invited me to celebrate her birthday with her and co. I promised her i would go. End up, i didn't go. Because of some words that people said. & how stupid i can be to believe them. And end up, making her cry on her birthday. I am so damn fcuking guilty and feel that i am sucha bad sister. ): But, no matter what, she never leave me in lurch. I still remember, i am the one who misunderstand her. But, she still make the effort to message me and stuff. Until one day, i decided to reply her. & peace after that. Till now, we're still in contact. & till now she is still the one making the initiatives. Hahaha! &We both don't go into the same school, don't live nearby. But our hearts are linked together. Right my dear;pingping? (:
& I have this girl, whom i know through my current boyfriend. LOL, actually i should thank him for breaking up with me at that part of time, and got together with her. But doesn't mean you can do it again okay? my dear boy. Okay okay, back to topic. & don't know how the hell she got my number and called me. But because of this. We knew each other. & I really really dote her alot. Seriously, because i feel that she is always being bullied by people. Like, she trusted the wrong person and stuff. ): I love her kp-ness, laughter, smile,toughness. To be short, I love her everything. Although we seldom meet up. But, i don't know why i love you so much. & This is none other than my darling;EeEng.
&this sister of mine. Although, we seldom meet up. But at least when you are near-by my house area or what, you made an effort to call me asking me where am i. Want to meet anot. I appreciate it! Although, everytime we meet up is because of relationship problems. But hey, i really love talking to you about our relationship stuffs. Cause, you are the only person who can understand why i will do this and that in a relationship. ^^ This few days we are always meeting. Sometimes, i hate your kp-ness. How you bully my darling. But apart from that, i love you. ^^ my PBT sister;Fiona
&& Lastly my group of brothers. I have many guys friends then girl friends. because i find boys are more sincere than girls. So, those girls on top are really my beloved girlfriends. Except for the you know who lah~ My brothers never fail to look after me. Although i am elder than them. But, they always look after me like i am their younger sister. We do have conflict sometimes. But, true friends quarrels. What matter most is, they patched back after that. Like us! Although everytime you see all of us bickering with each other. But all of us know deep inside, is all a joke. ^^ I love them. I really do! They are the best thing that happen to me in my life. ^^
Okay, that's all for today. ^^
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